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Hot water raWks!!! *flopdie*

70% Geek

Hi everyone, thank you for all the love and concern. It's extremely appreciated. *hugs tight* I'll reply to things soon and catch up on LJ etc.

Anyway, the house... wasn't actually as bad as I feared. For once in the entire time that I've known him he showed some level of maturity. We were shocked. He did ransack my mom's room some more since there were old slides all over the place and more stuff knocked over and gone through. We're thinking he didn't do much more than that. Hope anyway.... it's hard to tell since the place is a mess with grime and dust and mice poo. Okay and dog poo and pee. It smells great let me tell you. x_x

The dogs... not so good. I told mom to be prepared to have to put them down. Tofu is 18. O_O She's deaf, blind and hobbling around. We're not sure if he did something to her hip or what. Teeny is relatively okay. She needs lots of TLC. Currently we're a bit at a loss for how we're going to do this. Guh.

There's so much to fix and clean. It's crazy bad. I want my mom to pretty much throw everything out. It's just nasty and so old. Not sure if she will though. She'll fight me on that one. The bathrooms are terrible. There's water damage through the house I think. One or two closest smell mildewy. There's a hole from upstairs to down stairs from the bathrooms because apparently he poked a hole to drain water from upstairs to downstairs? And now there's a bigger hole next to that. >_< WTF man! Also mom thinks the boiling is leaking. The washer may not work and is also probably leaking. T_T We will have to replace all the carpeting in the house and probably some of the flooring board in general. The two of us mostly just wandered through the house last night wondering where to start. Fucking hell.

Mrrr. Okay I have to not start freaking out about this again so... I have a few thanks and stuffs. ^_^

kikuko_kamimura HOLY SHIT GIRL!!!! I got all teary over my package of LOVE and SMEX there. yasu...just...wow. <3333 Thanks you so incredibly much for spoiling me rotten with his CDs. All three. T_T Black List is LOVE. Much love hon much love!

mspippen Thank you for wanting to do the basic training Jazzercise thing today. That rocked! Also thank you so much for keeping me smiling, happy and focused while we were there. I needed that. Lovelovelove. And DAMMIT! I keep spacing your presents! Grrrr!

sabs for being my sabs.

Jenn I miss you terribly! Thank you so much for your texts. I really wish you were here. Love you.

Thank you all for texts! They cheered me up so much. *smoochies to you peeps* I know I haven't chatted with a bunch of you in ages so I hope to catch up soonly. Thank you to Candy and Deanna for keeping me entertained while I'm at my desk with some chats too. ^_^ <3 Oh and kmsweetie haven't heard from you since the last email I responded to so I hope work hasn't killed you off. Hope it's bearable there. I know you freak out when stuff like that goes on. And hey what happened to that drunk guy you mentioned? Anyway, hope things are good for you since I haven't seen you or heard from you in a bit. Oh Jenn, we still need to mail Kev's present out to you guys. ^_^

Ah. Leaving this unlocked since there are people not on LJ mentioned and reading. Usually I lock everything for the f-list. ^_^;;; Habit I suppose.

I should go. We have tons of cleaning and sorting through today. I'm really not looking forward to this. I think I'll wear a mask and latex gloves. Ewww...

Love to everyone. Thank you for being here. *hugs tight*

Well so much for vegging at home tonight or much of this weekend. (when in hell am i going to draw?) We're heading down to mom's house. Step-dad has finally left and the lawyers have the keys. I'm seriously afraid to see what her house looks like now. I'm pretty sure that he's trashed the place once he found out he was losing the house in the divorce. He trashed it before when we went and locked up mom's stuff in her rooms. He broke the locks off the doors and went and ransacked the two rooms. Yeah...it was pretty.

We also found out that the dogs are there in the house. O_O It's not too bad if they have food and water and the garage is open for them but... I'm afraid he probably didn't do any of that. They're old too. I want to say Tofu is 17 or older and Teeny is probably 13? Both of them are Chow chows. So yeah, running down there tonight. I'm leaving work early and worked through lunch to do so. I'm really nervous about all this. For those of you who've met my step-dad and know all the dirty details... he's creepy to say the least. *hides*

I'll be changing the door locks tonight. We're also not taking my car in case step-dad is still hovering around. I really don't think my mom will deal well with this. I know she's expecting things to be terrible and I'm sure they will be. I don't think she's slept in two days either. I highly doubt she'll be able to spend the night down there too.

You know what? I have this fear that we'll be there tonight trying to get things into order and he'll show up at the house and shoot us all. Not a happy thought no but it's not out of his character. We're taking cameras down with us. Ugh. I'm hoping that I'm just over imagining things. However, I know how he can be. I know how he is and what he can do so yeah... I'm a bit scared. After all this, my mom wants me to see if I can open up my old case. I don't know if that's possible. I'm still a bit... peeved that she had me take it all back... guh.

Anyway, that's all for now. I'm going to just chill with stuff right now. No sense in freaking out more over it than I am until I actually SEE what things are going on now.

I'll be available via my phone. Text me if ya need me. *love and hugs*

STUPID FARKING MIGRAINE FROM THE DEPTHS OF HELL! please kill me now. T_T

Make your own album cover!
Here’s what you do: The article you get when you click this link is your band title.
The last four words of the last quote on this page is your album title (you will probably need to reload the page if you do more than one.)
And the third picture, the upper right hand, will be your cover photo.

Here's mine!

Band name: Hydrogen chloride
Album title: Begin to change places
Cover:


*gurgle* I can't wake up!!! *clings to tea*
ZZZzzzZZZzzz...

Huh... stolen from seabold!

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T_T I swear I typed in a bunch more that I'm sure are colors that are sitting right on my desk. Ah well, I think we perceive colors all differently anyway.

Enjoy! Post with more substance...later... maybe...

Really...seriously... because now I'm totally confoozled. @_@

When I got home my mom tells me that someone called for me today...

Mom: Someone called for you today.
Me: Yeah? O_o;;; Who was it?
Mom: I don't know... some Mi.. Michelle? Mi-something something-ch-something...
Me: O_O... @_@ What?
Mom: Said it was *insert some Michelle like name here* with R..Rin? Ren? Some band I think you listen to? I've seen the name around the house...
Me: *boggled* Ren? LiN CLOVER? Ren? What? Band?
Mom: Yeah, some band you listen to...
Me: (I listen to a TON!!!) Uh... LiN CLOVER... Dir en grey? @_@
Mom: Something like that. You've seen them.
Me: LiN CLOVER or Dir en grey... O_O That... totally doesn't help. I need more info...
Mom: Well she said Michelle or something like that with Ren... in Florida.
Me: FLORIDA???!!!! I only remember one friend in Florida... and that's a guy...
Mom: Oh no.. not a guy. A girl... with Ren..Lin..Rin? Short message for you.
Me: W...wwhhhhaaaat? *beyond confoozled*
Mom: Maybe they'll call back?
Me: I hope so... and if they do, ask more details! And...wait... most people call my cell phone...
Mom: Short message. Just like that. M-someone with Ren in/from Florida....
Me: *brain explodes*

So umm...my dear f-list or anyone else reading this right now, if you called my house I STILL don't know who to call back or anything... because where some thing makes total sense... all of it TOGETHER makes NO sense to me at all. Please email/text/call my cell phone/call my home number and leave me a number to call or a very detailed message?

Cleaning out some spam in my gmail and this was one of them:

Colon Cleanse Samples!!! Flush your holiday feast away!

Umm...ewwwwww!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

To everyone that has already celebrated and to those who have yet to celebrate, much love to everyone!
Hope this year is super fabulous!
<33333 *smoochies*

We're changing out our old Tivo for a new one tomorrow morning. Adding in that record a channel and watch a different one thing too. In other words... UPGRADE! ^_^ Our Tivo is like... 10 years old! It is time. I really can't imagine not having it now and DirectTV. <33333

Anyway... us clearing out our Tivo means we finally watched the season finale of TORCHWOOD. OMG I LOOOOOOVVVVEEEEEEE!!! Torchwood and Dr.Who are my two favorites. <33333 I love how they visit each other too. Just...love love love love love! Yeah... there's some cheese but it's my kind of cheese. ^___^

This really was a squee fangirl post wasn't it? Heee! If you guys haven't watched Torchwood or Dr.Who... DO SO NOW!!! I'm talking about the new Dr.Who. I'm waiting for season 4 to start. *____*

I'm very done with this week. I was done with it since Monday. It just seems like a very long drawn out week where everyone is cranky and things just don't go the right way for anyone. It's not just me.

So... to pass the day for a little bit, I stole this meme from cfchan!!! <333

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME:(first pet, current car)
Loki Honda (my car hasn't really been "named" yet.)

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe)
Sticky Toffee Pudding Sketchers

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Purkle Cat (really... purkle is a color! :p )

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born in)
O_o;; Uh... what if you don't have a middle name?

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name)
Tatsa

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (The 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
Black Cider

7. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
Umm... what if you don't know their first names?

8. STRIPPER NAME: ( the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Platinum Egoist Mozart Balls (wow... )

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
Astler Anchorage

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
Halloween Poppy

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now)
Mangosteen Jeans

13. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
Oatmeal Sakura

I'm cold and I want a nap now. kthx.

My work place/team/staff etc... they're funny. To unwind today they had a Guitar Hero battle in one of the conference rooms. I got to hear "Sweet Child O' Mine" and some Ozzy song I couldn't remember the title of while I went around doing stuff.

They're a fun bunch. I like them a lot. They devoured LeMar's donuts in less than 2 hours I think. I bought 3 dozen. ^_^;;; Next Friday is Bagel Friday. Yay!

Mrgh. Think I should pack up now and go home. Have been staring at the screen for a bit now.

HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!

Hope you all eat lots of good food!
Hope you all take a nice nap after!
*yawn*


I've been rather non-updatey lately. Combo of being busy and then lazy after that... *flop sprawl*

Much love and hugsesssss!

Sooo...Keith just sent me this link. Many of you have probably seen this but here goes...

The pretty: The Macross HP

And the youtube version:


Enjoy!

p.s. Does it say music by Yoko Kanno?

Wuuurrrg. Lots going on lately. @_@ Bwah?

Thinking back I feel that I've lost Friday evening somehow. I'm not entirely sure what I was doing. Probably involved napping and some watching of movies maybe? Stuff? Probably more zonking out on the couch. Guess that's not entirely surprising. I've been feeling rather unwell lately. I hate feeling like that. That whole sick feeling without any reason you can think of type thing. To feel that bad and to not have a fever or something is odd. I can't say I have a cold because I'm not entirely sure that's what I have. Tummy virus? I suppose. Something that is making me feel the supa woog of doom? Definitely. x_x

Enough of me complaining again though. I have news! Now... I still feel like bawling my eyes out. I almost did many times while we were there but I think it was a good thing this weekend. Yesterday to be exact. The house has been a bit... crazy...

( Weekend! )
I suppose that means I should crawl off to bed now. I'll let you all know what names they get when that happens. ^_^

Loves to all.

*snort* I am so amused by this Thai commercial. It's subtitled for everyone too. I did enjoy understanding it though. *giggles*

i am lame and full of fail. -_-